Please, keep beating.

My new heart has been fucked. I couldn't even salvage a piece from the old one.

Stomp it some more.

I feel like a better me today. It was tiring, but progressive. I'm happy about the things I've done this day... I still feel like there is a small part of me that isn't fully content. I'm currently in no mood to worry though. I'm quite alright.

I am me. A bad friend.

today

It isn't easy. Life. I can't live this way forever. The things we're put through day in and day out are ridiculous. The situations people find themselves in, including myself, are just crazy. I am dumbfounded by the level of stupidity that society has reached. It seems as if people have lost their sense of emotion and can no longer make decisions for themselves. Sundays suck.

Things are crazy in general. No one needs to tell anyone that. This little town that I am in is killing us. Everyone is slowly dying inside and out. People walk around like zombies. Mowing their lawns, drinking beer, driving big trucks with giant tires, and "playing favorites". I must get out of here quickly. I've drank this god damn water for twenty-one years now. This place is like cancer...